5 months

i must have told you so many times already.

i like your hands.

clean, firm and warm.

i like how our hands fit.

henna i got it last last weekend.

almost gone now.

best i ever had.

meals should look this cute

aurelie mathigot for wool and the gang

day trip to ipoh

i like clear blue sky and white white cloud.

places around ipoh

it's so yellow

these shops with their names on the sidewalk

reminds me of my grandmother and our frequent visits to petaling street.

i wish i had the chance to know her more.

seafood dinner which gave me horrible rashes and itches.

i wasn't like that, what happened to my iron stomach?

your super power

i wish i can do what you did for me.
i wish i can make you feel better at the end of a shitty day.

lesson of the day

1. the past does matter.
2. you have to bear the consequences of what you have done.
3. self justification doesn't make the wrong you did right, or less wrong.
4. haunting past can hurt others too.
   
5. it's ok to look for help.
6. friend said: give it time.
7. friend said: everybody makes mistakes, it's how you make it up.
8. shut your bloody mouth.

assignment:

1. just keep breathing.
2. find the undo button in life.
3. keep your bloody mouth shut.